Poetry

Harm Reduction

HENRY DOYLE

It’s 6 a.m. when the lights turn on

in a white-washed drugstore,

as if it were a little theatre

shining out onto the sidewalk.

The regulars are there

walking around in tight circles

like chickens on hot plates

waiting for their next government fix.

Just before work, I always get hit up

for a smoke by Freddy Fridays.

He’s from Toronto like me

but a few years older,

remembering T.O. at its best

when it comes to sex, drugs and rock ’n’ roll.

He’s 6´1˝ and looks like a tobacco farmer from Tillsonburg

with his John Deere ball cap,

worn-out jeans and Levi’s jacket.

A face wrapped in skin on bone,

long black hair, coal eyes,

teeth rotten and stained

with twenty years on the crack pipe,

arms full of the needle and the damage done,

a voice like smoky wind

spitting out dust about

I give him a smoke. His nerves

light it right away as he stares

at that little lit stage, waiting

for his Methadone juice

and the next act.

I light another smoke myself and watch

the store next door unload

a dolly full of boxes

with big blue letters spelling

The Roominghouse Madrigals

The bus from Montreal is late

I turn my pockets inside out in the rain

dreaming of shotguns in the sky

My rotting heart sings in the downpour

Alice’s big white rabbit comes on by

and gives me a gram of magic mushrooms

to rescue me from your world

Hastings is closed off from Main Street

all the way down to Pigeon Park.

Cops, fire trucks, floodlights

making night into day.

The crowds grow, hoping

for a show. People set up

lawn chairs in the middle

of Hastings as if at a drive-in.

Skateboarders fly down the emptiness

like flies skimming a pond,

zigzagging around everything.

It’s like a street party

or the gathering for a town hanging.

A twenty-year-old jumper in debt to his dealer

has climbed over the railing

on the roof across the street.

I sit at my window

drinking a beer, thinking

about wild horses running in the rain.

Cops roam around telling the shouters to shut up.

The copper on the bullhorn bellows

“Please stop telling the poor man to jump!”

Finally they talk the young dude down.

We all cheer as if the Canucks

have just scored the game-winning goal.

I head out in steel-toed boots into the dark rains of January

to the slave labour pool.

I walk into the stale air of the office to put my mark on the worksheet.

The place is as packed as a can of rotten sardines.

An old man sleeping in his workboots has pissed himself.

Moving seats, I watch the scrawny drug addicts get all the jobs.

I end up on a construction site making $8 an hour

working beside some kid half my age. Contempt in his eyes,

he tells me he’s making $22.50 an hour.

Society has tried to stop me from becoming a loser,

but my destiny hangs its heavy sign on me

as I march through rush hour heading to the DTES

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HENRY DOYLE

Henry Doyle has been working as a custodian and maintenance worker in shelters and SROs on the Downtown Eastside of Vancouver since 2008. He now works in the biggest shelter in North America. Anvil Press published his debut collection, No Shelter, in 2021.


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